Why
I Aspire to Be a Black Belt
合 気 道
by
Bert Clevenger, 1st Dan
Introduction
In my life, I have been greatly blessed to have achieved a great
number of things. For example, I have been blessed with a family
that I love. I am blessed with a wife that I adore. I have been
blessed with work and hobbies from which I derive great
satisfaction. My family means everything to me. Protecting and
nurturing them is my primary goal in life. In many ways I am
greatly blessed.
In my career, I have attained a Bachelor’s degree, Master’s
degree and a number of professional certifications in various
fields of study. My job reviews are always very good, my
students enjoy the classes that I teach, and I am frequently
invited to present workshops for the College, for companies in
Hot Springs and surrounding communities, and at conferences in
various cities around the State. Although I am proud of these
work-related accomplishments, and although I have gained
respect among friends and colleagues from all over the State of
Arkansas, none of these accomplishments is quite so meaningful
to me as the possibility of being awarded a black belt as a
martial artist. Although it is not so important to me as my
family and my character, a black belt may very well be my most
meaningful accomplishment up to this point in my life.
I firmly believe that people who have attained a first dan
ranking in any martial art have demonstrated that they are
serious about the physical aspects of the art they practice.
Sadly, what often happens just after a black is awarded is that
the person having just achieved their first dan demonstrates
whether they are serious about the spiritual aspect of their
art. In other words, do they demonstrate that they are truly
committed to a code of conduct involving honor, discipline, and
service to others, or do they begin to display pride and vanity
at having received their very first black belt?
What a tragedy it is when a student who possesses the physical
skill required for achieving a dan ranking totally misses the
mark with respect to maintaining good character. Almost anyone
with any physical coordination can ‘learn the moves’. The most
formidable challenges anyone will ever encounter are the
challenges within.
I
have learned many things since I began training in the martial
arts. In training, few things are as disappointing to me in
martial arts as seeing someone who has achieved any particular
level of success allow that success to go to their head. Pride
and boastfulness have no place in the heart and mind of a
serious martial artist. Such an attitude is in stark contrast to
the Aiki, or harmony of spirit upon which Aikido is founded. You
may very well see that attitude develop in others, but you will
not see that attitude develop within me.
The Harmony of the Spirit
(Aiki -
合
気)
After spending much time researching the spiritual foundation
underlying the eastern martial arts, I have concluded that they
focus on developing not only the physical skill, but also the
good character of the practitioner. This can be seen it the
words of the oath we recite at the beginning of each class.
While training the physical body is an important vehicle in this
process of development, it is secondary to the training of the
mind and spirit of the individual.
Somewhere along the way, however, the physical aspect seems to
take control of many practitioners. Only a few remain true to
the spiritual principles upon which the physical training is
based. What a shame that the world grants more respect to those
who win awards than to those who demonstrate the humility that
results from being pure in spirit. My desire is to demonstrate a
pure spirit, even if my physical skill develops less quickly.
The spirit has absolute power over the success of any martial
artist. A body can be injured beyond repair, but a well
developed spirit will prevail against much. A pure spirit can
guide mind and body to accomplish much more than physical
prowess.
I have known several accomplished martial artists in my life.
The ones who were proud and boastful may have been quite
skilled, but in the end were nothing more than athletes. They
will, no doubt, eventually be defeated because genuine power
comes from the spirit and the mind, not the body. A true martial
artist is filled with humility and peace.
The venerated Morihei Ueshiba whom students called O’Sensei , or
great teacher, was master of many martial arts. Based upon his
skill and upon his religious beliefs, he decided to establish a
new art based upon peace and harmony, not aggression. That art
came to be known as Aikido. If one translates that word to
English, Ai can mean “harmonious”, Ki can mean “spirit”, and Do
can mean “the way”. The idea as a whole may be translated to
mean “the way of the harmonious spirit”. In other words, Aikido
is “the art of peace.”
Taekwondo is an honorable art. It is good exercise, and does
build strength and discipline. I hope one day to achieve a dan
ranking in Taekwondo as well. However, Taekwondo and most other
martial arts are based upon aggression. In contrast, Aikido is
based upon non-resistance and upon the peaceful redirection of
an aggressor’s energy. I believe it may be the most spiritually
evolved of all the martial arts. Furthermore, I believe Aikido
may be the one martial art that most closely adheres to the truest foundations of
Bushido.
Bushido, meaning the way of the warrior, is a code of conduct
practiced by the Samurai in Japan. This code emphasized honor,
service, loyalty, and martial arts mastery. I aspire to
demonstrate my worthiness to possess a dan ranking by living my
life according to the principles of Bushido, which I consider to
be parallel to the Christian values in which I believe.
Ueshiba believed that, with the exception of humans, all of
nature lives in a type of spiritual harmony. All beings are
connected. For example, some animals consume vegetation which
nourishes them. What remains as waste then becomes nourishment
for the vegetation, which then grows and nourishes the animal. This circle of life exists in all of nature
and is, therefore, a kind of universal law.
If the animal destroyed the vegetation, neither the
plants nor the animals would continue to survive.
When a person trains his spirit and body to be capable of
redirecting an aggressor’s force rather than confronting it,
that person is beginning to unite his spirit with the universal
law to which Ueshiba was referring. When that person’s spirit
gains mastery of the concept of non-confrontational redirection,
potential aggressors are defeated before the conflict ever
begins. This is true because when one person attacks another,
they are violating the universal law of spiritual harmony.
Care should be taken by practitioners of Aikido not to confront
aggressors with physical strength or violent opposition, but
rather to redirect the aggressors’ energy in as peaceful a way
as possible while protecting one’s self from harm. In doing so,
the martial artist will not damage his own spirit and may even
protect the aggressor from harm.
The main benefit to the practitioner of achieving this level of
spiritual maturity is that, Ai and Ki have blended to create a
harmonious spirit within the individual. When that individual
truly achieves this level of harmony, nothing will defeat his
spirit and he will possess the calm strength of character and
humility required to serve others and to uphold the universal
law of harmony.
The
Journey, the Method, or the Way
(Do -
道)
Such concepts mentioned above can be relatively easy to explain,
but can be almost impossible for people to achieve. It is for
that very reason, I believe a black belt is not simply a
decoration or accessory for your uniform, but rather a lifetime
journey and a process of continuing spiritual and physical
growth.
One of the best examples of Do I have seen were the Dojo rules
when Kisshomoru Ueshiba, son of O’Sensei, began teaching in his
father’s dojo. They
are:
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Proper aikido can never be mastered
unless one strictly follows the instructor's teaching.
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Aikido as a martial art is perfected by being alert to
everything going on around us and leaving no vulnerable
opening (suki).
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Practice becomes joyful and pleasant once
one has trained enough not to be bothered by pain.
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Do not be satisfied by what is taught at
the dojo. One must constantly digest, experiment, and
develop what one has learned.
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One should never force things unnaturally
or unreasonably in practice. One should undertake training
suited to one's body, physical condition and age.
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The aim of aikido is to develop the truly
human self. It should not be used to display ego.
In summary, because I have been honored to be named as a
candidate for 1 dan ranking in Aikido, I affirm that I
will govern myself according to the principles of Bushido;
according to the principles upon which Aikido was founded;
according to the Dojo rules of Ueshiba; and according to the
oath we recite at the beginning of each class. I pledge to be a
champion of freedom and justice, to never misuse Taekwondo or
Aikido, to be loyal to my instructor and fellow students, to
bring honor to Hernandez School of Martial Arts and to myself,
Sir.
Respectfully submitted,
Bert Clevenger, 1st Dan
May 8, 2009
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